I, too, am learning the many obstacles we encounter in what I call the Land of Old Age. As you vividly depict, it's a struggle. I compare it to Sisyphus pushing a boulder uphill and wrote about it yesterday:https://janicemacdonald.medium.com/life-in-the-country-of-old-age-is-feeling-a-bit-like-sysiphus-pushing-his-boulder-a745f00f6449?sk=36be98326f26b3a47d4b0779c77e9d9e